Was it Not


Was it not I who met you in a dream

When youth was waking from its dream of sleep,

And walked the halls of subtle space to sit

On your right hand upon a couch of gold.

Was it not you who came with gentle hand

To tame the fire that raged within my heart,

Begin the process to cleanse and purify,

Prepare me for the walk through many lives,

Remove the obscure veils that hide the soul?

Was it not she who garnered all the past

And saw the future possibilities,

Fierce, yet tender with a mother's love

Removed impediments to clear the way

That I might partake of her divine largesse.

The body now grows older and the years

Press down with strong and ever-increasing force,

But I refuse to yield to entropy

For the eternal has lodged in my small home

And though my flaws are legion still he waits

Patient as the moon through drifting clouds

And when he sees me in surrendered state

So gently molds the clay of God to be.



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The last line inspired by these lines from the chapter 'The Master of the Work' from The Synthesis of Yoga by Sri Aurobindo.


All that is is he, and he is the More than all that is, and we ourselves,

though we know it not, are being of his being, force of his force,

conscious with a consciousness derived from his; even our mortal

existence is made out of his substance and there is an immortal

within us that is a spark of the Light and Bliss that are for ever.

No matter whether by knowledge, works, love or any other

means, to become aware of this truth of our being, to realise it,

to make it effective here or elsewhere is the object of all Yoga.